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#12 - Corey McCarthy: Overcoming trauma, dealing with shame, finding meaning, changing the self-narrative, redemption, and the importance of gratitude

Aug 27, 2018 2h 27m 18 insights
<p>Corey and Peter met when they visited North Kern State Prison in California together as volunteers for Defy Ventures. Peter was moved by Corey's remarkable story, who is a former inmate himself, and realized he had to have him on the podcast to share his experiences with a wider audience. You'll almost assuredly take away something very important from listening to this episode. Understanding how your experiences can define you, what forgiveness means of both yourself and others, and how good people can do bad things, are just a few of the takeaways.</p> <p>We discuss:</p> <ul> <li>How Corey and Peter met through Defy Ventures [4:00];</li> <li>How Corey's prison experience has shaped his life story [13:30];</li> <li>Corey's early life, and the traumatic event that changed everything [16:00];</li> <li>Early adolescence years, beginnings of addiction, and overwhelming shame [23:00];</li> <li>The 5 ways to classify wounds, and the relationship between trauma and addiction [39:00];</li> <li>Turbulent high school years, the struggle of parenting a troubled child, and more trauma further shaping the self-narrative [46:00];</li> <li>Post high school years, spiraling out of control, and giving up on himself [1:02:00];</li> <li>Navigating prison life, and why a desire to change often isn't enough to make it happen  [1:19:00];</li> <li>The turning point and eventual road to recovery [1:48:00];</li> <li>12 step programs: Pros and Cons [1:54:00];</li> <li>Final days in prison, getting released, and routines Corey has kept [1:54:00]</li> <li>Corey's new perspective on life, takeaways from the visit to Kern prison [2:12:30]; and</li> <li>More.</li> </ul> <p> <span> Learn more at <a href="http://www.peterattiamd.com/"><span><u>www.PeterAttiaMD.com</u></span></a></span></p> <p> <span>Connect with Peter on <a href=""> <span> <u>Facebook</u></span></a> | <a href=""> <span> <u>Twitter</u></span></a> | <a href=""> <span> <u>Instagram</u></span></a>.</span></p>
Actionable Insights

1. Embrace Vulnerability for Connection

Practice vulnerability by letting down your guards, as this allows deeper connection with others and enriches your life with meaningful relationships.

2. Change Your Self-Narrative

Actively work to change negative self-talk and internal narratives about yourself, as this is fundamental to overcoming past trauma and self-blame.

3. Recognize Pain as a Tether

Understand that shared pain can deeply connect people; allow vulnerability and shared experiences to foster empathy and genuine connection with others.

4. Understand Trauma’s Impact

Learn the ’trauma tree’ model (abuse, abandonment, neglect, enmeshment, witnessing tragic events leading to shame) to identify how childhood wounds manifest in adult behaviors like addiction and emotional dysregulation.

5. Prioritize Empathy Over Anger

When a loved one is struggling or self-destructing, shift your response from anger or frustration to vulnerability and empathy, asking ‘how can I help you?’

6. Challenge ‘Born Bad’ Beliefs

Reject the idea that people are inherently ‘bad’; instead, seek to understand the underlying circumstances, trauma, or lack of tools that lead to destructive behaviors.

7. Identify Negative Self-Talk

Actively pinpoint and challenge the internal voice that undermines your efforts to change, recognizing it as an enemy that tries to keep you stuck in old patterns.

8. Cultivate Appreciation, Not Complaint

Shift your attitude from complaining about circumstances to appreciating them, as this change can prevent negative emotional outbursts and destructive behaviors.

9. Fight for Your Own Well-being

Learn to prioritize and advocate for your own self-care and personal growth, even when it feels uncomfortable or goes against old identities or external expectations of toughness.

10. Implement Consistent Daily Habits

Establish regular routines including physical exercise (pull-ups, dips, pushups, running), mindfulness (stretching, yoga, meditation), reading, and helping/listening to others for sustained personal growth.

11. Seek Playbooks for Change

For those who desire change but lack the ‘how-to,’ actively seek out structured programs or ‘playbooks’ that provide strategies and tactics for personal transformation.

12. Address Fear of Failure

Recognize that fear of failure and lack of hope are significant barriers to change; cultivate hope and a willingness to try, even if it means risking failure.

13. Practice Humility in Community

Engage in communities or activities (like 12-step programs) that foster humility and a recognition of shared human struggles, which can be a powerful foundation for growth.

14. Adopt Bruce Lee Self-Help

When pursuing self-improvement, selectively absorb useful elements from various methods and discard what doesn’t serve you, rather than rigidly adhering to one dogma.

15. Pay It Forward

Acknowledge the gifts and support you’ve received in life and actively seek opportunities to support and help others, creating a virtuous cycle of giving back.

16. Thoroughly Research Programs

Before committing to programs or individuals, conduct thorough research (e.g., listening to podcasts, reading websites) to ensure their efficacy and trustworthiness.

17. Seek Empathy-Building Experiences

Actively look for opportunities (like volunteering in prisons) that foster empathy, compassion, and human connection, as these can provide profound perspective and appreciation.

18. Persevere with ‘Endure and Overcome’

Adopt a mindset of ’endure and overcome’ to push through difficult periods by putting your head down and continuously moving forward.