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Jerry Colonna: The CEO Whisperer

Oct 17, 2023 1h 31m 31 insights
Jerry Colonna was a high-flying New York venture capitalist in the early 1990s, but his life wasn’t as glamorous as most made it out to be. He was anxious, overweight, unhealthy, and unfulfilled, and after suffering a panic attack on the streets of Manhattan he gradually shifted into coaching, giving him a new lease on life and a career as one of the premier executive coaches in the United States.   In this episode, Colonna opens up on what went wrong and how he changed it. Offering raw and revealing insights on resilience, discernment, self-esteem, anxiety, motivation, and the rituals that keep him fulfilled in life. Colonna is the Co-Founder of Reboot.io, an executive coaching and leadership development firm dedicated to the notion that better humans make better leaders. He is also the author of Reunion: Leadership and the Longing to Belong. -- Want even more? Members get early access, hand-edited transcripts, member-only episodes, and so much more. Learn more here: https://fs.blog/membership/ Every Sunday our Brain Food newsletter shares timeless insights and ideas that you can use at work and home. Add it to your inbox: https://fs.blog/newsletter/ Follow Shane on Twitter at: https://twitter.com/ShaneAParrish Our
Actionable Insights

1. Process Emotions, Don’t Suppress

To be fully present and prevent unprocessed emotions from negatively impacting others or yourself, take time to examine and feel your feelings rather than suppressing them, allowing them to naturally dissipate.

2. Achieve Self-Safety First

Prioritize achieving a sense of safety and acceptance within yourself, as you cannot truly create safety with another person or model healthy relationships for your children if you are not first safe and accepting of yourself.

3. Question Unconscious Patterns’ Benefit

To understand unconscious behaviors and motivations, ask yourself ‘what is the benefit?’ of a particular behavior or attachment, as these patterns often serve a protective purpose (love, safety, belonging).

4. Ask: ‘How Am I Complicit?’

Regularly ask yourself, ‘How am I complicit in creating the conditions I say I don’t want?’ to identify your role in maintaining undesirable situations and break ancestral patterns.

5. Risk Perceived Benefit for Freedom

To truly change, you must be willing to risk the very thing that an unconscious system was set up to protect, such as a sense of identity or safety, to achieve genuine freedom.

6. Embrace ‘Enough’ as Antidote

When faced with feelings of inadequacy or the desire for more, consciously remind yourself that ‘you have enough’ as a powerful antidote to the elusive concept of insatiable hunger.

7. Motivate by ‘Reaching for Heaven’

Shift your motivation from the fear of ’not being enough’ to the inspiration of ‘reaching for heaven’ – striving to do something magnificent and impactful for the joy of it, rather than out of insecurity.

8. Redefine Success as Equanimity

Shift your definition of success from material achievements to an internal sense of satisfaction and equanimity, focusing on experiences that bring joy, love, safety, and belonging, rather than external containers.

9. Define Your Desired Legacy

Reflect on what lineage you want to leave behind, whether for your family, society, or the planet, using this purpose to overcome self-doubt and external pressures.

10. Create Stimulus-Response Space

Consciously create space between a stimulus and your response, using tools like OFNR, to interrupt automatic storytelling and improve relational outcomes by allowing for reasoned rather than reactive behavior.

11. Engage Adult Brain with Pause

When triggered, consciously separate the stimulus from your emotional response, allowing your prefrontal cortex (adult brain) to take control from the amygdala, leading to more thoughtful and less reactive decisions.

12. Apply OFNR Communication Framework

Utilize the OFNR (Observation, Feeling, Need, Request) framework for communication: state a value-neutral observation, express your feeling, identify your underlying need, and make a clear request, to separate facts from interpretations and foster self-responsibility.

13. Use ‘The Story I’m Telling Myself’

When triggered in a relationship, articulate ‘The story I’m telling myself is…’ to your partner, allowing you to name your feelings and assumptions without blaming, and invite a clarifying response.

14. Morning Ritual for Self-Awareness

Engage in a morning ritual, such as journaling, to take stock of your feelings and experiences, process what happened, and raise your consciousness to avoid operating on autopilot throughout the day.

15. Embrace Early Morning Silence

Wake early and dedicate a few hours to silence and not engaging with the world, using this time for meditation and mindful attention to process and be present, rather than immediately focusing on productivity.

16. Teach Emotional Vocabulary

Actively teach children and ourselves how to use words to express feelings and needs, fostering the ability to articulate relational challenges without blame, rather than resorting to passive-aggressive or aggressive behaviors.

17. Initiate Direct Relationship Conversations

When a relationship isn’t serving you, initiate a direct conversation to express your changing needs and boundaries, taking responsibility for your own choices without expecting the other person to change, thereby building a crucial communication muscle.

18. Analyze Relationship Patterns’ Benefit

When observing recurring patterns in relationships that cause harm, ask yourself ‘what is the benefit?’ of maintaining the relationship, without shame or blame, to uncover underlying motivations.

19. Prioritize Personal Pride in Work

For creative endeavors, lean into the edge of external criticism by asking yourself, ‘Am I proud of what I’ve written?’ to find liberation and a sense of meaning beyond others’ reactions.

20. Apply Resilience with Discernment

Practice resilience with discernment and skill, ensuring that perseverance and stick-to-itiveness are applied in the right ways and towards appropriate goals, rather than blindly continuing on the wrong path.

21. Create Personal Safe Moments

When triggered, pause, acknowledge the old programming (e.g., ‘I just went right back to childhood’), and communicate that the other person did nothing wrong, thereby creating your own psychologically safe moments through discernment.

22. Love Must Be Safe

Understand that true love is inherently safe; if a relationship does not feel safe, it is not love, and this realization can guide your relational choices.

23. Discover Self, Live Kindly

Dedicate your life to discovering your true self, living authentically, and integrating kindness into your actions to achieve full actualization.

24. Believe It’s Never Too Late

Recognize that it’s never too late to discover who you really are and live into that, even at an advanced age, as transformation is always possible.

25. Stop Pleasing Others

Understand that continually pleasing others comes at the cost of giving up your true self, leading to a disconnect between your inner and outer identity.

26. Be Curious, Not Critical

When exploring unconscious patterns, resist the impulse to criticize yourself; instead, approach these structures with curiosity to understand their protective function and facilitate transformation.

27. Release Negative Self-Talk Loops

When negative self-talk loops begin, acknowledge them (e.g., ‘blow it a kiss’) to release their grip, understanding that not every effort will be perfectly received, but that doesn’t equate to failure.

28. Identify Praise Rejection Benefit

Explore the unconscious benefit of not accepting positive praise, as it often serves as a motivator to continually improve and avoid complacency, but at the cost of internal rewards.

29. Practice Self-Forgiveness First

To foster resilience and self-worth in your children, you must first cultivate these qualities in yourself, as your unconscious patterns and self-rejection are modeled and passed down.

30. Challenge Complacency Fear

Re-evaluate the belief that accepting positive feedback will lead to complacency or victimhood, as this fear often prevents individuals from taking in positive experiences.

31. Cultivate Self-Awareness for Safety

Recognize that creating psychological safety in a relationship is also your responsibility, requiring you to overcome childhood subroutines and develop awareness of your own feelings to approach interactions from an adult perspective.