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What It's Like To Do A Year-Long Silent Meditation Retreat—By Yourself | Cara Lai

Jul 31, 2024 1h 17m 21 insights
<p><em>New episodes come out every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for free, with 1-week early access for Wondery+ subscribers.</em></p> <p><em>---</em></p> <p>Cara Lai has worked as an artist, wilderness guide, social worker, and therapist before becoming a full time meditation teacher. She teaches teens and adults at Spirit Rock, Insight Meditation Society, and Ten Percent Happier.</p> <p><br /></p> <p>To find out more about what Cara does, you can go to her website, <a href="http://www.caralai.org" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">www.caralai.org</a> – where she's got some online meditation classes, including one called Meditate Your Face Off. She also has a monthly class for parents, co-led by Ofosu Jones-Quartey and Jess Morey, both of whom have been heard on this podcast.</p> <p><br /></p> <p>Speaking of podcasts, Cara also co-hosts a podcast called <a href="https://adventuresinmeditating.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Adventures in Meditating (For Parents)</a>, along with Jess Morey and Jon Roberts.</p> <p><br /></p> <p>Cara will also be a core teacher for a 14-week residential semester program for youth ages 18-32 this Fall in Marlboro VT. The program is called the Contemplative Semester, and there are many folks who will be teaching who have been in the TPH orbit, including Joseph Goldstein, Sharon Salzberg, Jessica Morey, Kaira Jewel Lingo, and more. You can find more info at <a href="http://www.contemplativesemester.org/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">www.contemplativesemester.org</a></p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>Related Episodes:</strong></p> <p><a href="https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/cara-lai-265" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Upside of Desire | Cara Lai </a></p> <p><a href="https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/cara-lai-612" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Can You Get Fit Without Self-Loathing? | Cara Lai </a></p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>Sign up for Dan's weekly newsletter</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3QtGRqJ" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>here</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Follow Dan on social:</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3tGigG5" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Instagram</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3FOA84J" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>TikTok</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Ten Percent Happier online</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/46TZglY" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>bookstore</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Subscribe to our</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3FybRzD" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>YouTube Channel</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Our favorite playlists on:</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3Qa8kMT" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Anxiety</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3MjtMxF" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Sleep</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3QvyA5J" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Relationships</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3QxZASc" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Most Popular Episodes</strong></a></p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>Full Shownotes:</strong> https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/cara-lai-808</p>
Actionable Insights

1. Release Expectations to Avoid Suffering

Let go of rigid expectations about how moments, relationships, or experiences ‘should be,’ as clinging to these is a significant source of suffering. Intentionally setting low expectations can create ample room for pleasant surprises and reduce disappointment.

2. Embrace Loss of Control for Freedom

Recognize that true insight and letting go can initially manifest as deep disappointment and grief over losing control. However, this ultimately leads to freedom from self-blame and the profound relief of not being solely responsible for fixing difficult situations.

3. Your Life Circumstances Are Your Path

Reframe your current life circumstances, including responsibilities and challenges, as precisely what you need for awakening and spiritual growth. Believe that your specific life and relationships are exactly what’s needed for your personal path, rather than seeking an idealized or monastic one.

4. Don’t Use Practice to Deny Problems

Be cautious not to use meditation or concentration as a tool to deny self-care or avoid acknowledging overt physical or mental problems that require external intervention. If a practical problem is a significant obstacle, actively research and address it, even if it deviates from traditional practice norms.

5. Approach Practice with Looseness

When facing prolonged difficulty, try ‘backing off’ and holding your practice or goals more loosely and lightly, rather than rigidly adhering to a strict regimen. Prioritize what feels good or doesn’t hurt, and avoid the belief that practice must be perfect or an ’end-all, be-all.’

6. Reduce Self-Blame in Difficulty

When meditation or any challenging experience feels hard, avoid adding pressure by blaming yourself or taking thoughts and feelings personally. Releasing the burden of personal responsibility for every emotion brings deep relief and eases the experience.

7. Seek Collective Support in Practice

Actively seek and cultivate collective support in your spiritual journey, recognizing that humans are biologically evolved for connection and that awakening doesn’t have to be a solitary, individualistic, or unnecessarily harsh endeavor.

8. Use Interruptions to Let Go

Reframe interruptions and unexpected events in daily life as valuable opportunities to practice letting go and shift focus away from self-centered concerns.

9. Cultivate Continuous Mindfulness

Aim for continuous mindfulness throughout all daily activities, not just formal meditation. Choose activities that support sustained awareness, such as walking or lying down practice, to integrate mindfulness into your entire day.

10. Allow Non-Traditional Coping Mechanisms

Give yourself permission to use non-traditional coping mechanisms, self-expression, or comfort-seeking activities (e.g., crafts, journaling, checking phone for emergencies) during challenging times, even if they deviate from expected norms.

11. Act on Deep Aspirations Now

If you have a deep aspiration or a ‘what if’ question that keeps recurring, consider acting on it sooner rather than postponing it indefinitely, as opportunities may be better in the present.

12. Embrace Solo Practice for Authenticity

Engage in solo practices or activities where you feel unobserved, allowing yourself to be fully messy, authentic, and uninhibited without self-consciousness.

13. Contentment Is Present, Not Project

Understand that true contentment is found in the present moment, not as an ‘inner project’ to be achieved through constant self-fixing, healing, or control.

14. Parenthood as Renunciation Path

View parenthood (or similar caregiving roles) as an automatic path of renunciation and letting go, as it naturally cultivates patience, flexibility, and a shift from self-centered agendas.

15. Awakening Is Letting Go of Clinging

Understand awakening as the cessation of clinging and the realization that all things are impermanent and not personal, leading to a deep, peaceful release from the need to grasp.

16. Seek External Solace in Difficulty

When internal focus is overwhelming or unhelpful, shift attention to external surroundings for solace and recognize that mindfulness can be externally directed.

17. Give Permission to Disengage

If a practice or situation becomes overwhelmingly difficult, grant yourself permission to disengage or leave, rather than pushing through out of a sense of obligation or fear of missed opportunity.

18. Challenge Rigid Practice Ideas

Actively question and challenge the notion that effective spiritual practice requires constant renunciation, lengthy retreats, or a monastic lifestyle, as these rigid ideas can deter many from even starting.

19. Observe Pain Without Reactivity

Through deep concentration, observe intense or painful sensations without mental reactivity, recognizing that suffering often arises from the mind’s reaction, not just the sensation itself.

20. Small, Consistent Meditation Is Valid

You don’t need to do extreme retreats to be a ‘good’ meditator; even short, regular sessions at home are perfectly valid and beneficial.

21. Avoid Extreme Renunciation if Unhelpful

If a highly renunciative or strict approach to practice leads to daily distress and is clearly unhelpful, recognize it as an ineffective strategy and be willing to change tactics.