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That Feeling of "Always-Behind and Never-Enough"—Here's the Antidote | Ellen Hendriksen

May 19, 2025 1h 6m 23 insights
<p dir="ltr">How to beat perfectionism without lowering your standards.</p> <p><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.ellenhendriksen.com/">Dr. Ellen Hendriksen</a> is a clinical psychologist who will help you calm your anxiety and be your authentic self. She serves on the faculty at Boston University's Center for Anxiety and Related Disorders (CARD) and is the author of <a href="https://static.macmillan.com/static/smp/how-to-be-enough-9781250291875/"> HOW TO BE ENOUGH: Self-Acceptance for Self-Critics and Perfectionists</a> and <a href="https://www.amazon.com/How-Be-Yourself-Critic-Anxiety/dp/1250161703"> HOW TO BE YOURSELF: Quiet Your Inner Critic and Rise Above Social Anxiety</a>.</p> <p dir="ltr"> </p> <p dir="ltr">In this episode we talk about:</p> <ul> <li dir="ltr">The relationship between perfectionism and anxiety</li> <li dir="ltr">The definition of perfectionism–and why the word is actually a misnomer</li> <li dir="ltr">Dr. Hendriksen's own struggles with perfectionism, and how they manifested physically</li> <li dir="ltr">The difference between healthy perfectionism and unhealthy perfectionism</li> <li dir="ltr">Changing your relationship with your inner critic </li> <li dir="ltr">Shifting from rigid rules to flexibility</li> <li dir="ltr">Keeping high standards while making room for mistakes</li> <li dir="ltr">Overcoming procrastination</li> <li dir="ltr">Navigating social comparison</li> <li dir="ltr">And much more</li> </ul> <p dir="ltr"> </p> <p dir="ltr">Related Episodes:</p> <ul> <li dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.danharris.com/p/strategies-for-social-anxiety-ellen-35c?utm_source=publication-search"> Strategies for Social Anxiety | Ellen Hendriksen</a></li> <li dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.meditatehappier.com/explore-happier-meditation">Ellen Hendriksen, Rising Above Social Anxiety</a></li> <li dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.danharris.com/p/the-voice-in-your-head-ethan-kross-495?utm_source=publication-search"> The Voice in Your Head | Ethan Kross </a></li> <li dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.danharris.com/p/how-to-move-into-the-future-with-3a4?utm_source=publication-search"> How To Move Into The Future With Optimism Instead Of Anxiety | Frederik Pferdt</a></li> </ul> <p><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">Join Dan's online community <a href="http://www.danharris.com">here</a></p> <p dir="ltr">Follow Dan on social: <a href="https://bit.ly/3tGigG5">Instagram</a>, <a href="https://bit.ly/3FOA84J">TikTok</a></p> <p dir="ltr">Subscribe to our <a href="https://bit.ly/3FybRzD">YouTube Channel</a></p> <p><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">Additional Resources:  </p> <ul> <li dir="ltr"> <p dir="ltr"><a href="https://substack.com/@ellenhendriksen">Ellen Hendriksen on Substack</a></p> </li> </ul> <p> </p>
Actionable Insights

1. Separate Self-Worth & Performance

Work to separate your self-worth from your performance, aiming for distance and perspective rather than complete overlap, as this distinction is crucial for healthy self-evaluation. Aim for small, incremental shifts (e.g., 5-10% difference) in this separation, rather than striving for a complete overhaul.

2. Shift Attention to Work

When evaluating tasks or performance, direct your attention towards the ‘work’ itself (what to do and how to do it) rather than focusing on self-evaluation, which generally leads to better performance and well-being.

3. Change Self-Criticism Relationship

Instead of trying to eliminate self-criticism, change your relationship with it by treating it like background noise; acknowledge its presence without engaging or taking it literally.

4. Cultivate Self-Compassion (Actions)

Practice self-compassion through self-kindness, non-judgmental mindfulness, and recognizing shared human experience. Express it through simple actions that ask ‘what do I need right now?’ or by using short, simple phrases like ’easy’ or ‘you’re okay.’

5. Live by Chosen Values

Transition from rigid, obligatory rules (‘have to’) to freely chosen values (‘want to’) that are continuous, intrinsically meaningful, and within your control, improving the quality of your experience.

6. Make Room for Mistakes

Maintain high standards but consciously create ‘room for mistakes’ by setting a non-zero, reasonable expectation for inevitable screw-ups, acknowledging that imperfection is part of being human.

7. Focus on Life’s Quality

Change your self-measurement from task completion (‘did I do the thing?’) to alignment with personal values (‘am I living the life I want to live? Am I being the person I want to be?’).

8. Break Tasks into Small Steps

Address procrastination, which is an emotion regulation problem, by breaking tasks into ‘ridiculously small’ steps to minimize resistance and facilitate starting. If resistance persists, break steps down even further.

9. Develop Realistic Future Self

Create a more realistic relationship with your future self, avoiding the assumption that they will be more motivated to tackle difficult tasks, which helps in getting started now.

10. Broaden Social Comparison

When comparing yourself to others, broaden the comparison points to include many diverse variables (known and unknown) to undermine the ‘am I good enough?’ question and reclaim self-sufficiency.

11. Prioritize Warmth in Interactions

Prioritize warmth (kindness, caring) over competence when making impressions, as warmth is evaluated first and carries more weight in human perception and connection. Intentionally add warmth to interactions by greeting people personally and focusing on sharing rather than performing.

12. Show Vulnerability for Connection

Cultivate deeper connection and belonging by showing vulnerability or ‘a little bit of your mess’ before everything is perfectly polished, signaling trust and equality to others.

13. Affirm Self-Adequacy with Truths

Buffer against self-esteem threats and life’s setbacks by affirming genuinely held truths about yourself (e.g., ‘I’m a great dad’), even if unrelated to the current situation, to maintain an overarching narrative of self-adequacy.

14. Recognize Perfectionism’s True Nature

Understand that perfectionism is fundamentally about a persistent feeling of ’never good enough’ and equating performance with character, rather than just striving for perfection.

15. Avoid All-or-Nothing Thinking

Resist all-or-nothing thinking when evaluating outcomes, as it creates a narrow definition of success and a wide gulf for perceived failure.

16. Resist Excessive Flaw Focus

Resist the tendency to focus excessively on flaws and minor details when evaluating overall outcomes, especially when other aspects went well.

17. Recognize Self-Defeating Cycle

Be aware of the self-defeating cycle where perfectionists either self-criticize for falling short or move goalposts when standards are met, preventing a sense of enoughness.

18. Distinguish Admiration from Belonging

Understand that admiration and being impressive are fundamentally different from true acceptance and belonging, and that pride and love are distinct.

19. Recognize Perfectionism’s Isolation

Be aware that the ‘armor’ of perfectionism, intended for protection, paradoxically creates a wall that separates you from others and prevents genuine connection.

20. Seek Supportive Environments/Community

To counter external pressures to prove belonging, seek out or advocate for environments with better representation and build a strong community to feel less alone.

21. Heed Physical Warning Signs

Recognize that prolonged ‘grinding’ due to perfectionism can lead to physical ailments and is unsustainable, signaling a critical need for change.

22. Practice Brahma Viharas Meditation

Engage in Brahma Viharas meditation (loving-kindness, compassion, equanimity, sympathetic joy) as a specific practice designed to be an antidote to anxiety, helping you navigate the world more skillfully and take it easier on yourself.

23. Attend Dan Harris’s Meditation Series

Participate in Dan Harris’s live guided meditations on Brahma Viharas, with the first session offered for free, to learn and practice these anxiety-reducing techniques.