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Abby Wambach On: Grief, Addiction, And Moving From External To Internal Validation

Jul 1, 2024 51m 48s 31 insights
<p><em>New episodes come out every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for free, with 1-week early access for Wondery+ subscribers.</em></p> <p><em>---</em></p> <p>Plus her definition of the oft-dismissed yet game-changing notion of self-love.</p> <p>We caught up with Abby Wambach at a really interesting time. She's experiencing grief, for reasons we'll let her explain. And for the first time in her life, she's grieving while sober—which, in itself, is an interesting story, which she will also tell.</p> <p>As you know, we only talk to famous people on this show if they're willing to really go deep. And it's why we call this recurring series Boldface. And Abby is bolder than most.</p> <p>We also talk about: moving from external to internal validation, her definition of self-love (a concept in which Dan have a lot of interest, because it's both cheesy and life-changing), the one question that changed her life, how every experience can turn into something positive, and on a related note, why getting arrested for drunk driving was one of the best things that ever happened to her.</p> <p>Abby Wambach is a two-time Olympic gold medalist, FIFA World Cup Champion, and six-time winner of the U.S. Soccer Athlete of the Year award. She is the author of the #1 <em>New York Times</em> bestseller <a href="https://bookshop.org/p/books/wolfpack-how-to-come-together-unleash-our-power-and-change-the-game-abby-wambach/9882336?ean=9781250217707" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><em>Wolfpack</em></a>. And, together with her wife Glennon Doyle and sister Amanda Doyle, co-hosts the award-winning, critically acclaimed <a href="https://wecandohardthingspodcast.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><em>We Can Do Hard Things</em></a> podcast. </p> <p><strong>Related Episodes:</strong></p> <ul> <li><a href="https://open.spotify.com/episode/5dOfgnfjHUbdQbJ6vXa71l" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Doing "The Work," Byron Katie</a></li> <li><a href="https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/glennon-doyle" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Glennon Doyle is Rethinking Her Relationship to Social Media, Hustle Culture, Intuition, Her Body, and Her Parents</a></li> </ul> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>Sign up for Dan's weekly newsletter</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3QtGRqJ" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>here</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Follow Dan on social:</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3tGigG5" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Instagram</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3FOA84J" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>TikTok</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Ten Percent Happier online</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/46TZglY" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>bookstore</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Subscribe to our</strong> <a href="https://bit.ly/3FybRzD" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>YouTube Channel</strong></a></p> <p><strong>Our favorite playlists on:</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3Qa8kMT" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Anxiety</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3MjtMxF" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Sleep</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3QvyA5J" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Relationships</strong></a><strong>,</strong> <a href="https://spoti.fi/3QxZASc" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><strong>Most Popular Episodes</strong></a></p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>Full Shownotes:</strong> <a href="https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/abby-wambach" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.tenpercent.com/tph/podcast-episode/abby-wambach</a></p>
Actionable Insights

1. Shift External to Internal Approval

Consciously shift your focus from seeking worthiness and approval from others (external validation) to cultivating self-esteem and needing your own approval (internal validation).

2. Self-Love: Acceptance & Benevolence

Understand self-love as having two components: accepting yourself fully (even if not ‘psyched’ about everything) and genuinely wanting the best for yourself.

3. Self-Love is an Inside Job

Understand that self-love is an ‘inside job’ and not something found through external affirmations, accolades, awards, or achievements.

4. Define Love as Full Acceptance

Define love, including self-love, as the full and total acceptance of a person’s complete humanity, including the ‘fucked up’ or less attractive parts of oneself.

5. Question Your Assumptions: Is That So?

Cultivate patience and challenge impulsive thoughts or perceived necessities by asking yourself the question, ‘Is that so?’ or ‘Is that absolutely true?’ to uncover alternative perspectives and options.

6. Reframe Negative Events as Opportunities

Understand that seemingly catastrophic events, like a public arrest, can ultimately be the ‘best thing that ever could happen’ by serving as a wake-up call and a beautiful opportunity to change your life.

7. Embrace Tragedy’s Portal

When tragedy strikes (death, near-death, diagnosis), recognize it as a ‘portal’ that opens up to what matters most, allowing you to leave behind ‘BS’ and focus on core priorities.

8. Don’t Shy from Hard Feelings

Commit to not shying away from hard feelings or the difficult parts of life, embracing them as part of your ‘vocation’ to work through challenging experiences.

9. Find Growth in Everything

Adopt the mindset that there is a growth opportunity in every experience, even tragic or seemingly terrible ones. This perspective can help reframe difficult situations.

10. Keep Death at Forefront

To live more presently and fully in the here and now, keep the awareness of death at the forefront of your mind, as many spiritual teachers do.

11. Accept Death’s Unknown

Acknowledge and begin to accept that you, along with everyone else, will never truly know what happens when we die. This acceptance can be a difficult but necessary step in processing grief and fear.

12. Find Comfort in Shared Mortality

When contemplating death, find comfort in the fact that billions of people have already experienced it, and you will not be the first.

13. Train Benevolence & Warmth

Recognize that basic friendliness, benevolence, and warmth are trainable skills, achievable through practices like meditation, therapy, or fostering good relationships, even if you currently feel hatred towards yourself or others.

14. Cultivate Warmth Through Practice

Cultivate warmth and openness through practices such as meditation, journaling, or gratitude journals, recognizing that it takes less energy to be warm than cold.

15. Prioritize Internal Self-Worth

Counter societal narratives that link happiness and self-worth to external achievements (money, possessions, children’s success) by prioritizing the fundamental need to feel good about yourself first.

16. Identify True Self-Esteem Builders

Actively reflect on and identify what truly makes you feel good about yourself, rather than relying on external achievements or societal expectations.

17. Embrace Past for Present Pride

Recognize that the pride and self-love felt for overcoming challenges like addiction can be directly linked to the depth of past struggles; accept that one cannot exist without the other.

18. Sobriety as Self-Love

View the choice to no longer use substances to cover up pain or numb feelings as a foundational first step toward loving yourself.

19. Utilize Therapy for Self-Love

Engage in therapy specifically to learn how to love yourself, especially if you intellectually understand the concept but struggle with its practical application.

20. Adjust Self-Care During Suffering

Understand that during times of suffering or tragedy, your ‘best’ might look different (e.g., only one hour of work then resting), and it’s precious to allow yourself to slow down and take that time for self-care.

21. Sit In It During Grief

When experiencing intense grief or suffering, allow yourself to ‘sit in it’ and let the emotions move through you, rather than trying to push through or maintain normal routines.

Recognize and break the unhealthy link between physical suffering and self-esteem, especially if you find yourself constantly seeking suffering to feel good about yourself, as this creates a never-ending cycle.

23. Seek Balanced Physical Activity

Intentionally take a break from or avoid physical activities that rely on suffering for a sense of accomplishment, instead seeking more balanced ways of living that don’t depend on adrenaline spikes from physical pain.

24. Prioritize Enjoyable Fitness

Shift your fitness regimen to include activities you genuinely enjoy, such as walking, low-key gym workouts, surfing, or golfing, rather than solely focusing on intense, suffering-based exercises.

25. Practice Behavior Activation

Commit to ‘showing up every day’ and engaging in desired behaviors, even when motivation is lacking, understanding that motivation doesn’t always come first (behavior activation).

26. Value All Types of Enjoyment

Recognize and value three types of activities equally: those you’re excited about beforehand, those you enjoy in the moment, and those that bring fulfillment after completion, rather than only pursuing activities you anticipate enjoying.

27. Attune to Your True Likes

A key step in shifting from external to internal validation is to finely attune yourself to what you genuinely like and want, rather than what society or others expect of you.

28. Tell Your Whole Story

To avoid future shame or worry, tell the complete story of your life, including difficult or ‘fucked up’ parts, as this vulnerability can be healing for yourself and others.

29. Observe Energy, Don’t Absorb It

Practice being observant of the energy in a room without letting it negatively affect you, distinguishing yourself from an empath who takes on others’ energy as their own.

30. Question Motivation for Activities

Encourage children (and yourself) to reflect on their motivation for engaging in activities: are they seeking external approval, or is the activity genuinely fulfilling and ‘filling you up’ from within?

31. Parenting: Don’t Watch Practices

When your children are at practice, sit in the car instead of watching them, allowing them to engage in their activity without the pressure of being observed by parents.