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A Conversation about Abuse, Agency, and Mindfulness | Tanya Selvaratnam

Mar 8, 2021 46m 48s 22 insights
Before we dive in, a warning: this conversation includes descriptions of abuse and violence. As you may know, March 8th, the day we're dropping this episode, is International Women's Day. We have a story today about intimate violence, which has long been a problem for women around the world, and has only intensified during the pandemic. My guest is Tanya Selvaratnam, a writer and artist who I've known socially for many, many years. I was truly shocked when Tanya's name surfaced in the media three years ago, in connection with the case of Eric Schneiderman. Eric was the celebrated Attorney General of New York State. He was also a regular on the local meditation scene. I knew Eric and Tanya were dating. What I did not know was that, behind the scenes, Eric was allegedly physically and emotionally abusing Tanya. She has now come out with a book, called Assume Nothing, which goes into searing detail about not only the alleged abuse, but also about how she flipped the script, regained her agency, helped bring her alleged abuser down, and how she has healed subsequently -- in no small part through meditation and therapy. Please note: If you or someone you know is suffering from abuse, you can find resources curated by Tanya at the "full shownotes" link below. We'd also like to provide more context about the allegations Tanya shares in this interview: When the allegations of abuse against New York Attorney General Eric Schneiderman by Tanya and three other women were first made public in The New Yorker in May 2018, Schneiderman quickly resigned. In a statement at the time, he said, "serious allegations, which I strongly contest, have been made against me." He also said, "While these allegations are unrelated to my professional conduct or the operations of the office, they will effectively prevent me from leading the office's work at this critical time. I therefore resign my office." After a six-month investigation, prosecutors declined to bring criminal charges against Schneiderman, citing legal impediments, including statutes of limitations. But the district attorney assigned to the case by Governor Andrew Cuomo also said that she "believed the women who shared their experiences" with investigators. In response, Schneiderman said, "I recognize that District Attorney Singas' decision not to prosecute does not mean I have done nothing wrong. I accept full responsibility for my conduct in my relationships with my accusers, and for the impact it had on them." I should also note that our team reached out to Eric Schneiderman and that he declined to comment for this episode. Two more items: First, remember to check out "In Plain Sight: Lady Bird Johnson," a new podcast from ABC News, on Apple Podcasts (https://apple.co/ladybird), Spotify (https://spoti.fi/3ukYgoq), or wherever you're listening now. Finally, we are looking for a podcast marketer at Ten Percent Happier. If you love this show, marketing, and building relationships, we would love to have you on the team to help us grow Ten Percent Happier and our future shows. Please apply at https://www.tenpercent.com/careers. Full Shownotes: https://www.tenpercent.com/podcast-episode/tanya-selvaratnam-328
Actionable Insights

1. Be a Lifeline for Loved Ones

Offer support and help to friends or family members in abusive relationships, as many stay due to a lack of support. Your intervention can be a crucial lifeline for them to get out.

2. Ask Direct Questions to Discern Abuse

If you suspect a friend is in an abusive relationship, ask direct questions like ‘Does he hit you?’ Such directness can elicit honest answers and serve as a turning point for the victim.

3. Open Up to Trusted Friends

Share details of abuse with a trusted friend, as they can help you recognize the reality of your situation. A friend’s perspective can be crucial in connecting you with professional help and support.

4. Seek Domestic Violence Experts

Connect with a domestic violence expert to understand your experiences and gain agency over your story and future. This professional guidance is vital for understanding your situation and beginning the healing process.

5. Plan Your Exit Strategy

When breaking up with an abuser, keep the conversation as brief as possible and have a pre-arranged plan with a friend for immediately afterwards. This ensures your safety and provides a legitimate reason to disengage quickly.

6. Prioritize Safety Over Possessions

If you need to retrieve belongings from an abuser’s place, prioritize your personal safety by going with friends and ensuring the abuser is not present. Your material possessions are not as important as your well-being.

7. Utilize Therapy & Meditation

Engage in therapy and practice meditation daily, potentially multiple times a day, to ground and center yourself. These practices are essential for healing from trauma and regaining strength.

8. Cultivate Supportive Friend Network

Surround yourself with friends who uplift you and help you find ways to experience joy. A strong network of friends is crucial for providing love, comfort, and strength during recovery.

9. Use Creative Expression for Trauma

Engage in writing or other creative outlets to excavate and process painful memories, both recent and from childhood. This can be a powerful tool for healing and moving out of darkness.

10. Prioritize Self-Healing Over Anger

When dealing with past harm, focus your energy on your own healing and recovery rather than directing anger towards the perpetrator. Anger does not serve your healing process; self-focus is more productive.

11. Witness Trauma Non-Judgmentally

During meditation or reflection, non-judgmentally witness painful memories, understanding that they are painful but do not define you. This meditative stance helps in healing by creating distance from the trauma and fostering a sense of universality.

12. Find Power Through Voice

Use your voice to share your experiences, connect with your community, and seek allies to move from being a victim to a thriver. These elements provide strength and support for recovery and empowerment.

13. Educate on All Abuse Forms

Learn to identify the various signs and forms of intimate partner violence, including physical, emotional, verbal, legal, and digital abuse. This comprehensive understanding helps you better spot, stop, and prevent abuse for yourself and others.

14. Recognize Abuse Signs Early

Be aware of classic tactics of abusers such as controlling behavior, isolation, manipulation, and gaslighting. Recognizing these signs early can help you avoid or address abusive relationships.

15. Learn from Others’ Experiences

Read accounts of abusive relationships to understand common tactics and patterns. This knowledge can help prevent you or others from getting ‘sucked into’ similar situations.

16. Seek Culturally Specific Support

If you or someone you know needs help, seek out organizations specific to different constituencies like indigenous, Latinx, Black, or Trans communities if a national organization doesn’t feel comfortable. Culturally specific resources can provide more tailored and comfortable support.

17. Share Story to Destigmatize Abuse

Share your experiences of abuse with others to destigmatize being a victim or survivor. Collective storytelling can inspire healing, foster understanding, and help craft solutions.

18. Engage Men as Anti-Violence Allies

Encourage men to read stories of intimate violence to help them understand the impact of violent behavior and become allies in the fight against it. Men’s understanding and alliance are crucial for creating a safer, less violent world.

19. Advocate for Systemic Change

Support and advocate for educational reforms, stronger legislation, and increased governmental resources for organizations providing shelter, counseling, legal, and mental health services to victims and survivors. This helps create a society with better support systems and consequences for abusive behavior.

20. Promote Peace Over Violence

Actively work towards making peace and kindness more appealing and celebrated than violence in society. This helps shift societal conditioning away from violence and towards more compassionate interactions.

21. Advocate Ethical Media Production

Support and consume media, including pornography, that celebrates mutual pleasure and does not glorify violence. This helps challenge patriarchal structures and reduces the normalization of violence against women.

22. Value Everyday Heroes

Shift societal focus from celebrity culture to appreciating and elevating everyday heroes like essential workers and first responders. This fosters a society that values genuine contributions and kindness.